Isn't that just kick-you-in-the-crotch-spit-on-your-neck fantastic!

last hope - paramore
 
hey
 

these holidays are about to end
I've done very little of the homework I have due within the first three days of school
 

the sky's been grey a lot lately
i don't mean to sound pessimistic but it's been really nice
a change from to sweltering heat, i guess
so that's been good
but today, its a really clear sky
the sun's back
i don't know
I was looking forward to more still days
 
I had so much to say here
but, again, that's fled my mind
 
I hope you're doing well
 

 
bye
 

 
i love you
 

 
bye
 

 
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

priceless - mayday parade
 

 
I really should be doing science, art, health, english and creative writing homework.
 
I really shouldn't be laying on my bed going through the hundreds of images I've saved to my desktop and have yet to sort.
 
oh well
 

 
can't wait to live in my own house, today based on the reason that I really want to own heaps of makeup and just look at it
 

i don't know
 

 
um
 

 
I'm going to stop writing here now because I'm honestly just shoving words here so it's not so empty
 

 
I might (probably will never) write something soon
 

 
anyway
 

 

 

 

 
♡♡♡
 

 

 

bye

I'm leaving, are you coming with me?
teenage wasteland - lana del rey
 

 
hey,
it's been a really, really long time.
school started up again recently, and I've been stressing about classes, and I've been stressing about my future, and I've been putting off making a set
so, yeah.
 
school's fine, I guess.
 

it's crazy how it's been almost 1/4 of a year and I don't have anything exciting to speak about
 
two of my friends just met 4/5ths of Sleeping With Sirens
they met Jack, Gabe, Kellin and Justin, but I don't know where Jesse was.
from what I can gather, they just found them walking along the street.
my friend sam called me right when I walked into my house and was all, "I just met sleeping with sirens oh my god I'm shaking oh my god" but I have a serious phobia of speaking on phones and, as you know, can't let people (my parents in this situation) know what music I like,
 
so I had to say "I can't speak right now!"
 
but I really wanted to say "holy fucck what the shit oh my god are you fuccking kidding me did you get pictures what how did you when did you please let me turn back time and skip school and follow you to your concert and then hang out with you afterwards and end up finding my loves"
 
anyway.
 
school will suck tomorrow and my head is pounding and I'm half hot and half cold but it's whatever
 
this is my favourite lana del rey song, closely followed by off to the races and bel air.
 
I'll try and make a set again soon,
 
which means I'll see you all in three months.
 

 

 
bye
 

I love you all dearly,
 

 

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
 

 

 
bye

lamplight // lewis watson
 
I'm so in love with Lewis, and his music.
 

okay so it's been about a month this time, but I've had this set sitting in my drafts for like a week and half because I was planning on writing something, but never got around to it.
 
so I've decided I'll make another set for that story. it's one direction themed, so you'll have to avert your eyes if you don't like them. also, it'll probably be larry themed, so again, avert your eyes.
 
anyway.
 

schools over for the year! I have like six weeks of holidays before the 2013 school year starts... it's really going to suck.
 

I thought I'd have more to say here. I don't.
 

 
I can't believe what happened at the Elementary school in Connecticut. My heart goes out to all the children, families, teachers involved.
 

so
 
um
 

I love you all very much and I'll try to make another set as soon as I can!
 

bye
 

 
♡♡♡
 

bye

birds - kate nash
 
this song is so unbelievably cute alsknasklndknaskcnoosancaksjfb
 

and this set is so unbelievably messy and crowded and just blah
 

it's whatever
 

 
anyway
 

 
it's been another week since I last made a set. the margins are getting progressively smaller, though, which is good.
 

I've been good. I've been trying to stick to Will Grayson's two rules - shut up, don't care too much. it's not been working too well, but when I remember about them, it seems to help.
 
I'm still sick. I've been sick for about three weeks now. I've a horrendous cough and I sneeze occasionally. also, when I cough it feels like somethings pushing against the inside of my skull.
 

 
I really wish I could sit here and write something.
something that's actually good.
 
but I just can't.
 
writing feels like a bit of a chore nowadays.
 

I hope soon enough I'll fall back into it.
 

 

 
I'll make something better soon.
promise.
 
it's gotten too late to write more. or I just want an excuse.
 

 

 

 
♥♥♥
 

 

bye!

mountain sound - of monsters and men
 

 
hello again!
 

 
I'm not too sure if anyhting worthwhile will be written here, but I'll kick off with an apology.
 

the internet is the same as real life to me, almost. people-wise, that is.
 
I guess I find it just as hard to make friends on the internet as I do in person. it really bothers me that I'm like that, but I just am.
 
I make friendships on here, and neglect them, and then they understandably fall away.
 
I just don't have the skills that are needed to stay close to people, or even get too close to them in the first place.
 
I just want to say sorry to the all people/rps/friendships on here that I've neglected throughout my time here.
 

 

 
anyway. I've got those feelings again. butterflies. they're completely and utterly useless.
 

 

still, it's a nice thing, isn't it?
 
that little dance that goes on in the very centre of your heart with just a glance.
 

the venomous sting that can come with a mere thought.
 

 

the buzzing, throbbing /pain/ that feels oh-so good,
 

 
and it lingers,
 

 

 
and it lingers.
 

 

 

and it vanishes,
 

 
leaving an invisible imprint on every single cell,
 

 
every single atom jittery and fluttering.
 

 

I love these feelings.
 

 

-
 
I don't know how to be someone that people would ever tell stories about.
 
it bothers me. to no end.
 

 
how the hell am I going to get something kickstarted
 

 

I don't know.
 

 

I don't know what else to say, either.
 

 

 

to be honest, I'm not even too sure what it says already.
 

 

 
I think I'll make another set over the weekend.
 

 

I hope so.
 

this was nice. just chilling.
 

 

 
I've missed you, polyvore.
 

 

i love you all
 

 

 
I hope you're great
 

 

 

 
bye x.

more clothes that I'd really like please and thankyou.
 
this is like the third edition of 'clothes I want' and none of the titles are related to eachother or the clothes in the collections oops sorry

I'll write all this out later. Toying with this idea.
 

rambles: riot and reverie. value and placement. chinadolls and cigarettes. fledglings and shockwaves.
 

inspo:
"driving forward, looking back, she finds there is only the loosest bond between time and pain. some things don't pass, they merely find a place in our guts and in our bones, where they fitfully rest, tossing and turning between our knuckles and ribs, waiting to wake as the shadows grow long."
 

I really need to draw out a big relationship network. I will soon, because it goes a lot deeper than shown here.
 
I'll edit all the characters a little bit, as in their personaities.
 

some phrases they use are -
 
"zengod" (max) - means chill and zen and superior but cool about it woo chillout beansprout
 

 
I'll continue with this later.

I'll work on this.
 

a group of people, trying to keep up as their world tears at the seams.
 

gang wars, probably.
 

 
struggles - racism. sexuality. family. player...ness. money. drugs.
 
triumphs - adventure.
 
they - skate. chill.

fire - sleeping with sirens
 

hey guys, I have a problem
 
two of my close friends have just made polyvore accounts, and I really don't want them finding my account (private things on here, stupid I know).
 
so I've changed my username. it's pretty much the same as it was before, except that I took off an 'a' at the end of my name.
 
which really pisses me off, because if they search my name, my account still comes up. so I'm just praying neither of them do.
 

also, I'm not actually from columbia, I'm from australia!
 
sorry about the shit set, I'll probably delete it soon. sorry.
 

 
i love
 

 
you
all
 

 

 

 

 
lots
 

 

 

 
bye